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why again I'm writing this type of line.  All those lines of love - I keep them.  I have them from several people, even as I know that tonight I'm once again all alone.  This time, it turns out I wasn't even worth an explanation.  Now, all those dreams of being together, all those words of longing, the laughter, the reassurances, now - just another email folder full of words no longer true, words that tonight still have the power to twist tears from me and make me ask to that laughing black nothingness 'why?' Why the hell not, I guess because I was made for misunderstanding and heartbreak, just simply created for it.

And Trust - just a word that has cost me so much.  And that name, just the label on that folder to join the hall of fame of everyone who's moved on.

Date: 2011-05-29 08:21 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] pithetaphish
*hugs* I'm sorry, hon.

Date: 2011-05-29 02:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tia-junan.livejournal.com
Thanks, Darling. I've heard you're on some opposite end of the spectrum, ... a great place to be, ne?

I've asked myself when I'll ever learn my lesson and maybe get too old for this sort of thing, but in the end I know that I hope that day never comes. Love is glorious when it's in bloom.

Date: 2011-05-29 01:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dirtypopgurl.livejournal.com
*hugs* miss you Ki!!

Date: 2011-05-29 02:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tia-junan.livejournal.com
Thanks so much, Rina, Dear. I've been a ghost of a jerk, right? Now back to fic I guess. Probably I just needed more fuel for better angst. It's good to still be missed after 2 years.

Date: 2011-06-06 08:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dirtypopgurl.livejournal.com
whoa! was it 2 yrs already?! mouuuuuu! i still wish for your happiness Ki. I'm still reading Akame fics but bad me, I don't comment much nowadays not unless I really really like the fic. hahahaha! you still reading Akame fics? "I’m looking at you through the glass" by http://kyu-x.livejournal.com/ i really really like! hehehe.

nah, ur not a jerk. just been busy with real life.hehehe. i miss posting long comments and bullying you to update ur fics.hahaha! keep in touch!!

oh and me and joshtin would usually hang out at twitter, in case you were wondering about our online whereabouts. :)

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